Final pt1

            As human beings we are all incomplete and imperfect. Some of us are arrogant, ignorant or just cruel. As a child I had naïve thoughts that you could be a perfect human as long as you tried. The truth is if you are a certain character there will always be drawbacks. As I child I witness a horrible event that scarred my life and effected who I am today.

            I grew up in a terrible neighborhood in Atlanta Georgia. Most people I knew ended up in prison or dead. The schools were dirty and filled with future convicts and it was unlawful. I was hazed for being the only Korean every single day. I was compassionate and kind but also weak and ignorant to the real world. I was tried to help people and ended up getting hurt in the end but I kept trying. I thought the world would change if I tried my best to make the change. Yet, after  two years of trying I gave up and I changed. Nothing will ever change from kind words and compassion. To make things change you need power and money.

            The First case of this happened was when my father was beating my mother. I woke up to glass breaking and screaming. I walked down the stairs and saw my father harshly beating my mother. I was stupid and incompetent; I charged at my father and ended up unconscious with broken ribs. My point of the view of this harsh world turned cold and so did my character. After I was discharged from the hospital , I was angry at this cold sadistic world and I completely  changed into a different person. I stopped helping people and picking fights and was angry at different people for no reason. I was completely arrogant and sadistic. At that point I didn’t even know who I was anymore.

            I lost all my friends and my sister was scared of me and I was completely alone. Then I finally fell in love with someone. She brought out the best of me and she reminded of me who I truly was. I wasn’t cruel or arrogant. I was kind and compassionate but I also wasn’t weak or incompetent